Wednesday, October 04, 2006
my life..
from child...until nw..my life is jz always more thn other ppl..complicated??sadness??problem???all is jz more thn other..maybe some of thm more bad thn me..but for nw i jz noe tat my life...is lik e tat complicated..when kids..i always play alone..eat alone..do work alone..talk to myself..cz whn i was small.my dad n mom oledi leave me n go japan work ler..when i 6 yearsold..my mom back ler..thn alot of prob hapen..thn my dad n mom oso broke up ler..i am quite sensitive on relatiosnshop.i hate lier..oso hate who r lie me..u do wrong..u honest to me im ntg..but PLS DON EVER LIE ME..maybe somtime i am too zhap jiok in relationship ba..but from my family all member ...no 1 can forever..n i won trust on forver love...no meaning for me..
well, today i called my dad n ask for money ..cz wan to buy some skool staff..my grandmom haven noe anything..she straigh scolded me,.n said me ply so manything so MOU WEI for wat..dis n tat ..i was like..hou MOU GU lo..n i hate ppl misunderstanding me oso..fucking hate..!!my beg jz left 3 ringgit i oso not dare to take money from thm..cz i noe thier prob..i wan work..they don gv...cal me ask thm take money when not enouf..when i take..said me use much..zzz.act not i wan de..is skool thing..wat i can do??for all along i ply go join any activity..even i go trip i oso nv use n ask more money bout tat !i jz ng seh tak eat ..ng seh tak use...save all n go use in my activity oly..y huh??me n my family always no yuen fen ..always...they won understand me..n i won understand thm oso..y we cant like normal family ??chit chat tgt..fun tgt..ply around tgt..my family jz too jap jiok in money..always work hard to find money..but nv think of how busy oso need to take some time to take care us awhile or somthing..i feld bored to dis family oledi..i am so tired so qing jao thm...but i had no choice..they r my family .n i love thm always ..n dis is my life
by :yumiko
Char; 3:44 AM
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