Wednesday, October 18, 2006
my family
well..jz nw my cousin called me..he said his mom quite angry me nw..in dis family i was always like tat blur..everything im not d first one noe or d 1 will noe ...im always is d last 1..maybe im not care d family enouf??or they think if told me dy..oso useless..?i don noe...form child until nw i oledi think dis family not tat save ler..is not a famiy for me..even how hard i try to do thing for thm..but they til think not enouf..everytime use my cousin sister to compare with me oso nvm ler!!fine!!tat rite for me..cz always is like tat ..i oledi guan jor..everything even grandbab go hosp ...she d 1 wil noe..but not me...FINE!!i ok bout it..even they wan go where they jz find my cousin..FINE im ok bout tat..but they canot blame me..n said i no hope 1..i din help d family once..cz they never ask me n told me!!i was like last time got a dad = no dad got mom = no mom..nw?got a family = no family...hopeless..nw my cousin mother angry with me..i oso don noe wat hapen!!since when i did wrong b4??i oso don noe!!they nv told me anything!!am i a member of dis family?jz nw my didi jz told me.grandmom said when she old jor..oso cant hope us..jz wil hope my sis..ok fine..no need find me thn..jz go there..go find her..she is jz always d best for u all...wat she said at bhind u all oso don noe..zzz..after grandbab pass away..i wil leave here..i don like dis family at all..no even got 1 thing tat can keep me stay..gd bye all ...sorie for im jz selfish..i wil go chase my dream..i wil chase my life...i wil jz live for my life ...for myself...
yumiko
Char; 11:44 PM
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