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Friday, September 01, 2006

my heart is falling crystal tears

well..once again..i cry ler..aiks..always when blog oso sad tat time..maybe i trying to tell u wat im thinking thorw blog ba..on dis morning 6am oso come ler..i jz cant slp yet...my eye stil falling tears without reason..my heart like gv somthing punch ler..pain n pain ..keep repeatation...non stop.. after tat KL trip i should happy..n keep memories n oso remind it..but don noe y..i don hope to remind it...cz of?? ya..cz of somthing tat hurt me..a msg...wth??jz a simple msg??a simple msg make me bcome like dis?for few day we come back from kl ler..i till memories it..y!!y i til cant forget..!!god!!y u wan make me so suffer?!!!!!!!!my heart realy pain ..deeep pain nw!!...if u love me,,u jz tell me d true ...u don lie me pls...pls..if u realy din do tat..found out a logic answer for me..how come it will come out from ur HP!!!!!!!!HOW COME!!!if u love me...jz tell me!!!!!!!i don noe how to smile anymore.. PLS let me sad awhile better than suffer longer..my heart are falling crystal tears nw..pain,,for whole nite..pain until nw..should i keep continue to act like a fool??i love him much..should i forget n forgive??like tat i will be happy more??NO!!i try ler..try hard ler...but mor fool i act more hurt i get..I HATE D FEELING...!!!!!!I HATE GUY!!!!!!!I HATE LOVE!!!!!!!!i love so suffer.. y i til wan continue d love!!!!!!!WHY!!!!!!!!!!



by:yumiko

Char; 2:48 PM

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